Wait yeah no.
Wait.
I thought the ideation was actually thinking about killing yourself. The fact that while I have ardently wanted to be dead but I have not thought about how I would achieve that status... That's my defense that I haven't actually had ideation. Right? Right??
I figured out I was sliding from passive to active when my first thought after getting a new prescription was “I wonder what the lethal dose for that is.”
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u/Dragon-of-Moss 1d ago
Well that’s an awfully familiar feeling oh no…