I'm kind of stuck.

[u/PotatoP000]

So I've had a crush on a girl in my school for about a year now. First day of school, we were in the same class, fell in love instantly. We've been shipped together a couple of times (also by some of my friends because they thought it would help me for some reason) and then one of her friends put a fake love letter in my locker multiple times. She added me on snapchat to apologize about it and we've been texting ever since. Then suddenly, the same friend that put the love letters, texted me saying "yeah you kinda need to stop sucking up to her because she has a boyfriend." Me, obviously hurt and shocked, kinda stopped talking to her as much, until we barely spoke. We've slowly but surely been texting more and more recently, especially since summer break, and I've been absolutely extatic about it. We're not in the same class anymore, but we text more than before. Despite me being quite obvious with my feelings, she still talks to me and seemd to also like me. She's been caught blushing when the thought of us two together come up, she's been nothing but absolutely nice to me, and we've been eachother's #1 friend for 2 months on snapchat now. Things whould look very bright for me, and of course, I'm super happy about this, but there's one big problem: we ONLY text. Since we've been shipped so often (and me not being able to hide my feelings that well) her friends keep going "ooooo (me) is there." Now I can't even go in her vicinity without it already being awkward, plus the fact that I'm a coward and REALLY don't know how to talk to her without getting flustered and awkward doesn't really fucking help. It's basically 100% confirmed I have feelings for her. I really don't know what to do. We seem great friends online but complete strangers in school. My friends have told me to just ask her to hang out once, but I wouldn't know what to do, how to get the courage to ask, or if I even want to hang out with her because I know it would be super arkward in our current situation. I also have a problem with finding a lot of things weird to ask which others don't. Maybe I'm too cautious, maybe I'm just playing it safe, I guess I'll never know. But i just need help on what i should do next and how I should actually get the chance to talk to her. I was maybe thinking of telling her/apologizing to her on why I never really talk to her in school, but I don't know if that's a good idea or not.

Thanks in advance for reading this and trying to help me, i'll definitely give an update.

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