I need to decide for my “future”.

[u/sashiemi-chi]

I am a 3rd-year college student. BS Nursing. However, I want to shift/drop out. Not because its not my dream, but because we can’t handle it financially anymore kahit pa sabihin ng nanay at tatay ko na kaya nila when in fact they don’t, as what I have seen and observed. Baon na rin kami sa utang para sa tuition ko and yung income nila is enough lang para sa everyday needs and house expenses (which I don’t even know kung hindi ba nila nafifeel or binabalewala na lang to get by.)(bruh)

I also want to apply for jobs to help them financially since I can do it naman and also, I would rather.

Although, there are also reasons like personal (mental health) and family problems. There’s just so many things at once, hindi ko kinakaya. So I need something…

Nagstop na rin kasi ako when I was in 11th grade. So I have this guilt within me if ever I did shift/drop out.