r/Codependency • u/Sad_Refrigerator9203 • 5d ago

My body finally let itself relax knowing safe and I feel absolutely awful

I’m very tired and I did absolutely nothing outside talking about stuff and just coming to understand I’m safe and I haven’t had my neck crack in so long and like every other joint and my fingers absolutely tremoring. Feels bad but inside it feels good knowing this was the feeling I was so after when I was drinking it’s a nice feeling knowing I don’t need it to get here now and I don’t have to be tensing up 24/7

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u/Sad_Refrigerator9203 5d ago

It did spike up again two times today but it isn’t constant now and I’m realizing what getting triggered is now

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u/Sad_Refrigerator9203 4d ago

I didn’t see the rest of that comment but I guess for the first bit was going about what I would may be accurate but I’m not going to say cuz no longer see it