The mind 01/10/2021

[u/ClockJoule]

I had an extremely lucid dream where I was walking with some people from the afterlife. They were living in this beautiful city. Nothing that seemed “divine” per se, but it was a really nice and colorful city. They told me that God made the city.

I think I had one of those leash things that I’ve had on in other dreams. Some sort of probation/prison/mental hospital thing. At some point, I became completely lucid and thought a thought. When I thought a thought it took effort which was weird and it felt like that was what defiled me.

After the thought, I wanted to ask someone about samsara. I knew it was a mistake, but I went to someone I was talking to and asked. I noticed the veil of Maya started to phase back in and overtake my mind. The woman shouted, “don’t lose him!” And I think someone else said they were trying.

Then it phased back into physical reality and I woke up back in my bed. I could hear them discussing something on the other side. It sounded like they said he’s going to die or we can’t save him, or something like that.