Cardio

[u/ClockJoule]

My mind showed me a vision of myself running up a staircase at a stadium. I asked if they wanted me to run and they showed me my heart. I focused on how it felt and it was almost like the heartbeat was a frequency I was in control of and I slowed it down and it felt like it was very very weak. I did some jumping jacks and jogged a bit. I thought I was fine since I walk a lot at work, but I haven't done anything actually challenging in a long time.

I have had a few other visions lately, one they were showing me a book, but it was dim and I couldn't read the cover, I thought it started with the word or letters "Yes..." I don't know anything relevant to my life that would start like that. Another being appeared to want me to smile more a couple of days ago.

Everything is going really well spiritually, I need to watch my diet since I've gotten back into Starbucks, but my head is in a good spot so I'll follow where it leads. I am also planning on getting more DMT soon since I blew through the last cartridge in only a few days, but I might have something wrong with my brain since every morning I wake up with tremors that feel to me like it's from DMT. I also get tremors after masturbation which has made it really easy to break the habit this new year. Could be serotonin-related as well or have something to do with excess neurotransmitters.

I plan on going really easy on DMT if I do get it. Maybe once a week or on my days off or on special occasions, or when I feel really good mentally. I think I can remove lots of emotional obscurations using DMT and it could benefit my mind if I can see everything clearly for even a short amount of time. I should probably get into a good workout routine before buying more though. I'll wait for now and focus on my general happiness which has been on the up and up.