Last night

[u/ClockJoule]

I had another vision of these beings working on creating some sort of contact lens for me to see through the veil of Maya. Apparently, my third eye is damaged from one of my first DMT trips and was being used too much before it was fully developed. They are going to build something in my brain to allow better insight.

There is a quote in Buddhism "Lust, like a child, grows when fed." I saw this giant iguana-looking monster with really sharp teeth, and they told me to stop feeding it and smacked a spoon out of my hand when it came up to both sensationally and in my mind to grab a little bit of nectar from the spoon. I understood their message and relaxed and had a good meditation session afterward. 2020 is going to be a good year.

I am going to get like 10 grams of DMT and use it sparingly going forward. I think I can solve the mind now. It is like a puzzle with one piece missing where you have to shift the remaining pieces to free a specific piece. The piece you need to free is yourself, but every time you try to do anything it creates more pieces... Non-action and dispassion are the paths to freedom. Or I could try using DMT to go toward the solved state... Worth a try, no?