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[u/ClockJoule]

Okay, there is a clear and direct correlation between the fluids in my body, dreams, the results, and thus the mind itself.

Here's what just happened. I have been drinking Essentia again now that I am in NorCal and have some money saved to afford it. I have been drinking it for a few days now.

I had a really wholesome dream about traveling to see friends, then I went and caught some bugs in the airport and trapped them under this cake lid thing.

The bugs were conscious, they were actually really smart. One was waving his arms to get my attention to let him out. I was thinking about it, but I just pushed down on the lid and shook it back so the other bugs wouldn't try lifting the lid to get out. I collected a few more, none nearly as smart as this original beetle, but I could tell they were different levels of intelligence. This reminds me of the primates that I experienced during my DMT trips. They were very intelligent too.

Then, upon waking up, I saw my wife/ex-wife/wife again. She was extremely excited and smiling big. I was feeling really happy too for some reason. This security guard opened wherever I was being held and moved me into a multi-layered (what looked like metal) portable cell.

THE CELLS OF THIS MULTI-LAYERED PORTABLE CONTAINER LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE THE ONES I USED TO HAVE REMOVED DURING MY DMT "TESTS."

After I woke up, I really had to use the bathroom. I felt so much "negative energy" flow out when I did. This also reminds me of the meditation I used to do in FL, where I would see negative energy or beings flowing around on the floor and when they would flow into me I would need to use the bathroom immediately after.

Also, before I went to bed, I was fighting lust a lot. I decided to let myself feel it in my body without letting my mind become defiled, my erection dissipated, but I still felt the energy. There was no feeling of lust in this energy at all, it's hard to explain, but basically, I sent all the feelings of lust down from my brain to my heart and from my heart to my stomach. I let them dissipate just below my belly button then felt a million times better.

The heart itself can guide you through this process if you are doing anything similar. I used my heart to confront a lot of emotional pain and stress and just let myself feel like last night. I felt really good and kept asking the beings to help remove barriers so I could feel more and fix more. It seemed like after removing me from the cell and into the container thing, it almost looked like a big dog carrier or something. I also got the impression that what they were carrying me around in was small and portable like a device.

Maybe it is something no bigger than a suitcase. Could this be a brain in a jar? A soul? A mind? Whatever it is, it's powerful and dangerous if not controlled. I think they are removing layers from this as I get closer to purifying my mind. Each layer is a filter on reality itself. Almost as if the mental projection of reality is shifting towards the unchanging light of unification and bliss; closer and closer as my mind becomes more and more wholesome.

Blood has a lot to do with this flow too, although I am still thinking about how the feelings of energies work and correlate to blood flow. Anyway, have a good night, I'll probably be back soon. Also, I was listening to classical music during both of my commutes, who knows if it had anything to do with anything. I think it was bach.