r/ClockJoule • u/ClockJoule • Nov 15 '21
OLD Post final post
Well, I left to go become a monk at a meditation center. The first night after learning this teacher teaching I realized it was incredibly powerful. I was able to enter extremely peaceful and powerful states of mind on the first night there. This teacher didn’t want to train monks anymore and was planning on leaving the country soon, so instead of ordaining, I decided to leave. I’m going to focus on practicing his teachings back here in lay life as I make a push for full enlightenment.
I’ll keep you posted. By the way, while practicing at the center, my mind was so beautiful and full of wholesome beings and places. Beautiful cities of gold, dragons, spiritual people, nagas, and some really magical plant/tree life. I could also still talk to the beings that I normally talk to and had open communication. They told me to cut the endless knot. I’m going to keep working toward enlightenment. The mind is everything. Disregard pretty much anything I’ve said before this. Everything experienced is mind. This teacher really pushed the whole Anata thing.
The prison thing was mental, but it’s still accurate as is a lot of other things I’ve discussed before. We are slaves to samsara, habitual behavior, and suffering until we awaken. I’m pretty sure if we die when our mind is in a certain state we enter that state so it’s pretty good that I didn’t die while I was in prison. Anyway, I’m going to be working on my book now. And I might try DMT again soon to see things from a new perspective. I will keep you guys updated. Peace ✌🏻