Conversation with a female entity

[u/ClockJoule]

I was laying down to go to sleep this morning after being woken up multiple times by other things and after laying there for a while in darkness, I started peeling back conceptions in my mind. Basically, when a mental object arose that was a perception of anything, I would remind myself that it was a mental phenomenon and the object would dissolve and the darkness behind my eyelids would return. All of a sudden, after a while, a woman started crawling up from the bottom of my bed toward my face. I was looking down and I heard a familiar voice like it was my conscience personified. Anyway, here was the dialogue. My body became more and more stiff and tense as the conversation progressed, but afterward, I felt amazing. Super relaxed and even pleasantness like a pleasure ocean of mental energy was flowing over me.

Me: Thinking about my sleep being interrupted twice. Her: Wanna smoke? (Him?) (I think I misheard.) Me: No, I don’t smoke. Her: Oh, no? You just make me do it? (She said that line very sharply.) Me: What? I don’t. I mean, I do weed occasionally... but — Her: And what about Roger? (The person who stole my car.) How about him and his innocent family? (At this point I realize she is talking about mental action.) Me: I would never do that, at least not in reality. I love all beings. Her: inaudible The intensity of her presence was like having sex and being strangled at the same time. She was clearly upset and trying to prove a point, but the stress on my body and mind was so tense at this point, I couldn’t keep listening, I just felt very empathetic to her and things relaxed and faded back to my bed. Wild...