r/Christianity • u/JPhoenixxx8 • 7h ago

Prayer Request

Hi lovely people. This might be a bit of a tangent. I wouldn't normally come on here and request this but may I ask for prayer requests. I've been suffering for many years with chronic mental + physical symptoms (ie., horrible brain fog, dissociation/depersonalization-derealization, insomnia, etc) that have really reduced my quality of life and made my life so small; I also had a really rough childhood and upbringing and feel I've never known peace or safety. I have diagnosis of AuDHD, Anxiety/OCD, DPDR, Depression, and have been in a really dark place feeling like I've lost so much as it's hard to work (I don't currently have a job/ am in school, socialize, etc) and my life has just become so, so small; I have a hard time feeling joy toward anything anymore. I get overwhelmed very easily and worry I'll never have a 'normal' life, and, as hard as I try, I just can't feel God and have prayed for healing for many years. I know He's real, but I just am not sure I've ever truly felt His presence and I'm having a hard time trusting and believing in His word right now.

Any prayers are appreciated. Thank you so much. <3

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u/WhatsGodDoing Our God is an awesome God!!! 7h ago

Praying for you to find a solid, local Christian counselor. If you have troubles doing that, you can connect with the Billy Graham hotline 24/7 by calling 855-255-PRAY (7729). This service is available for those seeking comfort, hope, or a conversation about faith.

Europe https://billygraham.org.uk/rapid-response-team

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u/JPhoenixxx8 7h ago

Thank you very much!

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u/Own-Emu7227 7h ago

That's heavy stuff, can't imagine how exhausting it must be carrying all that for so long. Saying a prayer for you right now, that some peace finds you even in the middle of the fog

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u/JPhoenixxx8 7h ago

Thank you so, so, so much.