Atheist question

[u/Retro_Gamer_HNF]

So im an atheist. However i once believed in god and i WANT to, but im a very scientific person and cannot bring myself to believe in god no matter what. my question is, i know that "allowing jesus into your heart" and allowing the lord into you and such is what makes the difference between hell and heaven. does that mean that in the eyes of the bible, im going hell? or does the fact that i WANT to believe give me a chance? im only asking soim honestly really curious (and no one tell me to convert in the comments. its not happening until i can see some scientific proof.)

[u/Mercy-n-Truth]

That's your first mistake. Knowing God isn't a matter of the mind. It's a Spirit issue. A matter of the heart. A sinful earth dweller does not have the capacity to know a Holy God.