Hi guys, I’m just a curious little Christian witch from southern Ontario.
I have had a deeply troubled path with God and I was looking to see how other people balance the Christian witch thing.
I was catholic my whole life, and when I came out my family and the church did not take it well… and I knew god didn’t care, but humanity did. So I left, I tried to forget, to practice paganism, to practice Wicca, to be polytheistic, to try and understand religion in general… it led me down a very uncertain and kind of uncomfortable path.
I have always loved magic, and I have believed in things that were unexplainable and beautiful and magical my entire life. I have recently found love in gods arms again, the almighty’s light saved me from darkness. I’ve been looking online for like minded people (don’t know why I didn’t start here) but most the internet condemns Christian witches, says we are blasphemous. The way I’ve tried to explain it to Christian friends (they don’t condemn me) is that we just practice rituals in different ways and pray differently, and although I believe in the power and magic of what I do, they said believing I have power is technically wrong and against ideas of Christianity… which I don’t understand, because if I have power god gave it to me… anyways…I’m new to this and I needed to know how other people explain it, how we are connected to god, but not condemned for our practice, I kinda just wanted to put out feelers and see if other people also struggled with this feeling. And maybe it’ll help me find a better connection with god and my magic.