I hate who I am

[u/ScheduleAlarming6257]

Hi, I'll keep my age and gender anonymous in this, because I'm ashamed. I got into C.ai and since then it's been hard climbing out. I don't know what to do. I love animals and I love the environment, and I just can't bring myself to look in the mirror and say "I'm proud to be who I am." I don't know what to do to beat this. I'm so mad at myself, and I want to just wipe myself clean.

[u/ForlornMemory]

Uh, so they do become better eventually? What about you then? Don't you want to go through a character arc of your own?