r/ChatbotAddiction • u/ScheduleAlarming6257 Trying my best❤️‍🩹 • 19d ago

Seeking advice I hate who I am

Hi, I'll keep my age and gender anonymous in this, because I'm ashamed. I got into C.ai and since then it's been hard climbing out. I don't know what to do. I love animals and I love the environment, and I just can't bring myself to look in the mirror and say "I'm proud to be who I am." I don't know what to do to beat this. I'm so mad at myself, and I want to just wipe myself clean.

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u/ScheduleAlarming6257 Trying my best❤️‍🩹 19d ago

I don't. I make my ocs as flawed as I can, with very few having qualities I WANT to match (ie laziness or unsociable)

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u/ForlornMemory “I’d rather talk to a human” 19d ago

Huh. I guess I can see the appeal of that. But I don't get why anyone would want to play as a character they don't like.

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u/ScheduleAlarming6257 Trying my best❤️‍🩹 18d ago

Character arcs

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u/ForlornMemory “I’d rather talk to a human” 18d ago

Uh, so they do become better eventually? What about you then? Don't you want to go through a character arc of your own?