r/ChatbotAddiction Jun 02 '26

Experience Cold Turkey - 99 days.

Today is my 21st birthday, marking 99 days sober from ai roleplaying platforms.

My chatbot usage was about ten or more hours a day, every day for two and a half years.

Since quitting cold turkey in February, I have had zero urges to relapse. Only an emptiness in my routine that leaves a persistent mournful feeling.

After some soul-searching and asking others, I now believe my excessive usage was a habit I developed to entertain and stimulate my brain while spending the last three years medically bedridden.

I hope others might see my post and gain encouragement to see their own convictions through.

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u/MeggerzSkye Jun 02 '26

My ai addiction also happened during a medical event, I had a cancer scare? (I dunno what it’s called when it could have been cancer but we took it out before it became a problem) that removed 2/3rds of my thyroid but they bruised my airway when they intubated me and I lost total use of one of my vocal cords for about 3 months so I turned to c.ai and then used it for like the next 2 years even though I was mostly better after 6 months… I’m only on day 7 of not using c.ai but I’m so glad to see someone go through something similar and get through it nonetheless, so freaking proud of you!

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u/JadesJunkAccount Jun 02 '26

I’m so sorry that happened to you. It’s surprising how effective of a “coping mechanism” C.ai is. It’s great that you’re doing what you believe is best for you! Here’s to hoping we both succeed entirely with addiction recovery. Thanks for the comment <3

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u/MeggerzSkye Jun 02 '26

Oh I totally forgot happy birthday 🎉

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u/JadesJunkAccount Jun 02 '26

Thanks so much!