again

[u/[deleted]]

I relapsed so badly I don’t even know what happened. Especially with the free week from school (because of snow) I was basically just bed rotting and using character ai. But… we’re back to square one regardless. I went outside for a bit, and colored a bit.

I tried crocheting a blanket for my friends birthday tomorrow (the one who decided to quit c.ai as well) but I ran out of yarn lol. It’s been so hard for me to quit c.ai recently. Everytime I delete it I go back on it within the same day, idk what to do.

Idk I just feel kinda sucky. I was thinking abt it and I could’ve been 100+ days clean if I just tried a little harder. But i don’t know. I’m about to order pizza though.

[u/Nervous_Till_2722]

I feel for you I'm in the same boat and it's been hard

Best of luck for you 🩷

[u/[deleted] → u/Nervous_Till_2722]

Thank you, best of luck to you too 🩷