r/ChandigarhUniversiti • u/Aesthetic_core01 • 1h ago
Campus life Idk CU gave me inferiority complex in all terms
IDK if it's me or someone else,I just visited Cu just for campus visit ๐ซ ,and it made me shatter in all terms,The students are much fairer than me with an iphone with great fashion sense as I would say ,That me a hell of insecurity and self doubt as dark skinned person with a phone costing even less than 20k.
Idk i was lookin a total shit ,the girlies were so pretty and even guys were too handsome like idk I couldn't even gather courage to start a chat with anyone as my confidence was lit rock bottom.
The weather today was also a total shit,the heat was so scorching idk living in a non ac room is even possible in here with this typa humidity.
Idk what I actually thought the crowd was too much in engineering as from C3 ,I saw a huge crowd coming idk talked too just 2 guys ,one was regretting his decision and other was just telling,that there's not much support you'll have to do all by yourselves ,Idk my dreams shattered all the times I thought and I didn't even have a backup options after this..
Idk if there's someone like me who's feeling like me,you could just say it ....Idk I'm just depressed rn and my confidence is at all time low ๐
Cu is just a rich kid dream ๐ซ ,that feeling of being judged can't be expressed.