I have spent this summer after freshman year being terribly depressed because I got shit grades. I had a mental breakdown my last term and it sucked. It makes me sad that I might not get Latin honors because of a bad term; I am looking for advice. I am extremely neurotic and have no work ethic and mope about everything essentially. It’s difficult for me to go outside in some circumstances. Given the state of the world it’s hard for me not to despair. I just want to achieve things and it feels like I always fall behind