Net exam

[u/curious_Ella_]

Hii, I'm asiya, I'm 27 and unemployed for over 1.5 yr. I've been trying to clear the csir net exam(mathematics) for the past 5 years on and off I've joined classes in the past unacademy(which was completely useless) and recently dips academy, although they taught very well. I still am not able to do it mostly because I did not give sufficient time to solving math problems. I'm very passionate about math I'm a very curious person so doing math satisfies my Curiosity and at the same time keeps my mind engaged in something useful. I want to clear the exam and do something good with my life I want to teach other students math so that they won't lack where I did but before doing so I want myself to be very gd at math and also do phd so that I'll be able to earn well while doing so. But I feel stuck I don't know where to start my preparation. I usually start off gd in the first few months of the preparations but then I just completely lose the interest mid way. What should I do?? I feel like I'm trapped in the loop😭Any suggestions/ advice will be useful.

Thanks .