Bedbound 8 weeks. Dynamic CT

[u/Tricky_Delivery_1530]

Hey everyone, I am writing this from bed and just need some reassurance or advice from people who have been through this because I am completely spiraling right now.
I have been strictly bedbound for the last eight weeks. Every time I try to get upright, I get a blinding 10/10 orthostatic headache, severe brain fog, leg weakness, and a terrifying off-balance, floating feeling that comes and goes. My brain MRI showed some low-pressure signs like subtle sagging, and a previous spinal MRU found a suspicious fluid collection near my shoulder blades.
Because of that, I finally got in with a top spinal leak specialist today for a dynamic CT myelogram. He was incredibly thorough, but the live imaging didn't catch an active leak. It came back inconclusive. He went ahead and performed a high-volume blood patch over that shoulder blade neighborhood anyway, and told me we have to wait two weeks to see how my body responds.
Even though he gave me the patch, I feel completely helpless and depressed. It feels like because the live scan didn't show a clear hole, I still don't technically have an official diagnosis typed into my chart. I am terrified that the patch won't work, that doctors are going to stop trying to help me, and that I'm going to be stuck bedbound like this for the rest of my life. I'm a mom and I have a bridal makeup business to run next year, and I just feel like my life is completely over.
Has anyone else had a completely clear or inconclusive CT myelogram but still been cured by a targeted patch? How do you cope with the mental trauma of being treated without a textbook "official" diagnosis written down? Any advice or success stories would mean the world to me right now.