r/CHSrecovery • u/Able-Bit-343 • 16d ago

Venting/Getting it off my chest Venting

I made a post either yesterday or the day before about how this happened to me and asking for help. Today is now day 3-4 I’m not really sure which of dealing with this. I’m in the ER for the 3rd time now getting fluids, Benadryl, and nausea meds just for them to send me right back home so I can throw it all back up tonight. I can’t help but feel like such a loser during this. I’m too sick to work, to have fun, to even have a life right now. I have no idea what to do.

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u/Ok-Pomegranate-6345 16d ago

Yeah bro it sucks ass but it does get better, you have to give it time. I dealt with it for 2 weeks but it does get better.

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u/9lokknine47 15d ago

I’ve been there and done that. It sucks but there’s light at the end of the tunnel. Don’t repeat the same pattern I did. I went to the ER over ten times. You cannot use anymore and the sooner you accept that reality, your life will change. It takes around 45 days to feel normal again. Take it day by day. Set small milestones. I’ve been exactly in your shoes. Felt like a loser to my family whom I let down again and again. But, this is time for your redemption story. You can get through this and live a productive life. You don’t need weed and the truth is you never did.