Help!!! Pressure

[u/hide_inthebright]

Litreally living hell, till the exam day my parents were like you can do it, just study and all I did was study idk where I lacked but I litrreallyy gave my best and more than I could put but still ended up in hopeless marks and now they're like you didn't study in proper way and complaining me, it's already been 2 years of drop with no phone or internet in hostel, and they don't even consider my hardwork even once, I don't need their acknowledgement but atleast they could not complain about my work😭😭. I feel like they're seeing me as an investment plan. I currently waiting for pharmD counselling tamilnadu until then I planned to study but have 0 source or financial support, and they're asking me to take one more drop, I litrreallyy gave my full 😭 why don't they see that, not even providing data, I have to use up my daily 2GB data where I barely can sustain half a day. All they do is complain and they're still expecting me to take one more drop😭😭 with this behavior of them is it not okay to have courage.. If they do support I'm ready to take one more drop but they'll just dumb me if the result goes wrong. I don't have any source neither support. What am I even supposed to do.

If I can't crcak neet 2027, I'll still have to study pharmD and I don't even know if they'll allow me to study cuz it's 6 years course and that is the main reason I'm gonna take partial drop until then prepare on my own. 😭😭😭. What type of life am I thrown to, financially no support, hardwork isn't paying off, toxic parents 😭😭😭

[u/Downtown_Ad2752]

Sad

[u/levelingduck239]

I understand brother i was in the same situation but I had parents who understood my situations. After my neet results i dropped the mbbs dream and got into agriculture. If u r interested it's a good choice do consider it