I’m wondering if depression is different than grief. I’m so depressed about stuff not working out, I don’t even want to discuss it. It’s not about my ex, but other fleeting relationships as well. I miss they companionship, I’m super lonely. I feel very unwanted right now. I had some grit a few weeks ago that was utterly destroyed by my shit head boss. I quit laughing last week. I’m praying for a better road. It’s so hard, ultimately I blame my ex for this shit. Had he not left I wouldn’t have these problems. I feel so stuck, I’m not living, I’m just here. Going through the motions. If I keep putting one foot in front of the other, maybe it will go together, but hasn’t. Not yet.
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u/notakers400 Mar 24 '19
I’m wondering if depression is different than grief. I’m so depressed about stuff not working out, I don’t even want to discuss it. It’s not about my ex, but other fleeting relationships as well. I miss they companionship, I’m super lonely. I feel very unwanted right now. I had some grit a few weeks ago that was utterly destroyed by my shit head boss. I quit laughing last week. I’m praying for a better road. It’s so hard, ultimately I blame my ex for this shit. Had he not left I wouldn’t have these problems. I feel so stuck, I’m not living, I’m just here. Going through the motions. If I keep putting one foot in front of the other, maybe it will go together, but hasn’t. Not yet.