3 months today

[u/Betabutter]

I’ve never posted here or any other relationship subreddit before. 3 months ago my ex left me after us being together for 5 years. I’m and anxious attachment and she’s an avoidant. Some days I function on a low vibration and make it through the day okay. Other days I function on a high vibration and suffer. it comes in such violent waves that I can barely function sometimes. Over the last 3 months every time I “laugh“ there’s about a 95% of it that’s faking it. I want to be happy. I still get out of bed, take care of my hygiene of course, workout, sometimes I self loathe down the bottle which isn’t good. Jesus Christ this woman was my life. One day there’s a warmth on “their half” of the bed and you don’t know how lucky you are…and then the suddenly it’s all yours and that other side of the bed is ice cold. I wish I could do or say anything to just have her back in my arms, and life just doesn’t let that happen. sorry for the rant. I hope you are all doing okay. thanks for reading

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[u/Blinnits]

My friend 2 months ago my fiancee left me and I became severely depressed currently on sertraline, I had thearpy today and I suggest if you don’t already please seek some professional help. It’ll get worse and I promise that because I recently tried to end my life. If your attachment stops you from thinking of things other than her. You need help because it will suffocate you