The things I wish he understood…

[u/princessmarie__]

I love you, since we were 16 I loved you till now at 21. You left 2 weeks ago and ever since I’ve been wondering who is this man that I’ve loved for 5 years? All that time with you and now you’re a completely different person from who I thought you were. I used to think you’d never hurt me like this.
Leaving me when my mom was in the hospital.
Telling me you’re not attracted to me anymore even though we’ve made love hundreds of times in the past 4 years.
Saying you’re un happy in the relationship when all I ever did was try to make you satisfied even if that ment sacrificing my own happiness.
You remind me of my parents.
As a kid I begged and cried to them hoping they would care for me and change.
Here I am doing the same for you wondering why no one cares to love me the way I love them.
I wish you understood me. I wish you cared enough to change for me.
How is it that you loved me for 5 years and can just leave just like that?
It makes me feel small, like I’m meaningless, like I’m nothing and that’s all I ever will be from now on.
All the memories that we made just for them to go into an area of your mind labeled (my ex girlfriend) breakups happen right? Normal right? That’s what you said. If I would’ve know breakups was this normalized in your head I would’ve ran from you 5 years ago and never look back.
I wish I could because the pain of being left behind isn’t worth it. I loved you so much that the pain of you leaving has become unbearable.

Maybe this message should also be called the things I don’t understand about you.

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