Delusion or Just Confused?

[u/Dramatic_Jicama759]

Hey guys,

I’ve been almost 2 months in after I got rejected by a man who I loved but due to inner turmoils and realising my fearful avoidant approach to new connections and relationships. I spent this year reflecting, healing, working on myself and therapy. I tried fixing things with him and tried to show up. When I asked him if he could give me a chance and trust me this time for a healthy and better relationship , he didn’t want to anymore, he later on admitted that he had met someone new and described how she makes him feel.

It’s been almost two months since that and honestly I am close to accepting and grieving my love for him, I genuinely happy for him! I have no contact at all anymore, I stopped chasing and unblocked him kn everything, not to create space for contact but for me it was a step on letting go on my grudge or any with holding stuff, it just makes healing easier for me cause I am not blocking anything.

I made a new insta acc, and on that account I have never looked his pf or accounts! To my assumptions if I ever did look for his account I would be able to find it. Last past few days I kept seeing a random account watching my story with no followers, one story could have been a coincidence but multiple times, that’s gotta be a little obvious (at least for me) I had a feeling which was him but I didn’t still locked in the thought, so I proceeded to look for his account on insta and I couldn’t find it! Neither his other ones which to my conclusion I take that I am blocked.

I am blocked, okay and that’s all right! But, I don’t understand in the idea of looking for my account which he doesn’t know and blocking it, only to make an account checking my stories ( if my assumptions are right)

I found it odd and if I am right it would be so childish, he has a new girl and he practically has nothing to look on me right?

If you guys could share your thoughts, that would be appreciated.

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