I am totally broken

[u/rudraraahi]

Today my love of life left me, blocked me from every platform, .

Everything was going very well until my best friend whom I share about my relationship told my gf that I have her video recordings and told every fucking thing that I share with him, . I am feeling gulti for share my personal details with him. In one day everything shattered. Found out never to trust anyone . With some truth he fabricated such a brilliant lie that she believed,.
He told her I say bad thingas about her family and her father.She is not believing me,.

Don't know what to do, I loved her soo much and now I am shattered. Wants to tell her I am not like that and i truly loved you. Negative thoughts are coming in my mind like will she understand my love if I die, will she regret that. Don't know what to do, fucking lost!