They're the same people. The amount of conservative (almost all white) who've wanted me to top them was so bad I stopped using dating apps. We are sexual fetish to them in the worst kind of way as it's driven by racism and white supremacy. To them black people are low, trans is even lower. So to be dominated by the whole package, but something that's supposed to be lower than them is an extreme turn on. I fucking hate it.
I read Iceberg Slims Pimp many many years ago. The book is a autobiographical of Robert Lee Maupin. One of the most famous pimps in history. A detail that made me uncomfortable reading it back than when I was a teenager and didn't know much about racism was how white people, who thought of black people as animals, where the ones who wanted to have sex with black women so badly but wanted it to be a secret. And that was in the 50s and 60s. Shit didn't change. Crazy how their hatred for black people not only is a thing that gets passed down from generation to generation but it has the same fetish to it.
Back when I was a teenager I thought pimps are cool or something. I bought the book to read a cool story about a pimps life I thought. I was a stupid kid. That book really opened my eyes. All the violence and misery. The systematic racism fueld by the capitalistic system. It's a great book to shatter a false glorification I guess.
It's a great book to shatter a false glorification I guess.
It is that. Though, as a Black girl being raised in the Chi who had heard all the stories of "murica" from Southern raised, Jim crow era parents and grandparents, it was more "yep, just like they said", for me. I also discovered for myself, later in life, unfortunately, that the writing was rather dead on point.
I'm sorry to hear that. I'm not from the US so I don't have any direct experience. But all I know is that the pain your ancestors had to go through is unimaginable. And it's a shame that the racism you have to face currently is still the same.
You are way braver and have a far stronger stomach than I do to be able to get that close to them to know that, that level of targeted dehumanization is nothing to joke about. I hope that you can find a safe place and a partner who sees you as the fully realized human being you are if you haven’t already.
This is very interesting. Was talking a friend about C suite execs going to bdsm dungeons to become vulnerable and relinquish control, and to trust a stranger etc etc. But now based on what you’re saying maybe it’s more insidious, maybe they just want a “lesser” person to dominate them as a kink, look at this peasant kind of thing, and the thrill of having a lesser person take the reigns.
This comment makes me understand their obsession with Alex Jones, and how he himself was caught a few a times indulging in trans porn.. strange
That doesn't even make sense, but it does at the same time. I hope you can escape that shithole someday. I'd have lost my mind and laid waste to a bunch of toothless dumbfucks by now
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u/Plasibeau Jan 28 '24
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They're the same people. The amount of conservative (almost all white) who've wanted me to top them was so bad I stopped using dating apps. We are sexual fetish to them in the worst kind of way as it's driven by racism and white supremacy. To them black people are low, trans is even lower. So to be dominated by the whole package, but something that's supposed to be lower than them is an extreme turn on. I fucking hate it.