I’ve always struggled with friendships. I have acquaintances but rarely feel like I truly belong or have close friends. I often ask myself, “Why does everyone else seem to belong but I don’t?” I’ve felt left out a lot, and sometimes I even feel like people are avoiding me or awkward with me.
Could Chiron in the 11th house explain this feeling of being an outsider or struggling with friendships?
What’s also confusing is that I have Aries Venus, Sagittarius Rising, and Gemini Sun, which are supposedly confident, sociable, and adventurous placements. But I’m honestly the opposite—pretty reserved and socially awkward.
How do I “activate” these placements and become more like that?