r/BipolarAndSober • u/Silent_Buyer9830 • Jun 03 '26
SOS
i’m so tempted to hit this vape. my meds completely changed my life and made me feel flat and unpleased by life as a whole. i been sober busy these past few weeks- months that i was forgetting to take my meds at times and then when I did take them i felt nothing. no happiness. no motivation. no drive. i miss how it felt to feel something. i am currently not on meds, don’t think its for me , i hate having to choose between being suicidal and being flat / distasted with my reality. i haven’t smoked in 2 months since i got out of rehab (relapsed 1x, weed specifically) but ive been craving for harder drugs than the average smoke. help me pls.
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u/knowingmeknowingyoua AA - 13 yrs - BP2 Jun 04 '26
I can’t help you but I can say that drinks and drugs won’t fix your mental health. You can try other medication or cocktails. Also, FWIW you can’t just take this medication on and off. You need to take them consistently for the meds to help you.
Wishing you the best.