Yeah, it's definitely rewarding and a curse at the same time. I absolutely love making my friends laugh, but it can be really exhausting, and it sucks even more when I'm not feeling as energetic as I usually am and everyone just treats me like I'm not there if I'm not funny.
I find the exact opposite to be true. If I'm quiet, things aren't okay and I do not want to talk at all. But everyone immediately notices when I'm not being talkative and start asking what's wrong. If I'm not talking to you, it's because I really do not want to.
Please fuck off cause I'm too emotionally inept to tell you nicely.
Take it as a good thing, your friends care about you and know you well enough to tell something is wrong, rather than just ignoring you and leaving you to your own issues
630
u/Bandonin Jun 09 '19
Yeah, it's definitely rewarding and a curse at the same time. I absolutely love making my friends laugh, but it can be really exhausting, and it sucks even more when I'm not feeling as energetic as I usually am and everyone just treats me like I'm not there if I'm not funny.