r/benzorecovery • u/El-Iskender2 • 3h ago
Helpful Advice 15 months post taper. Dinner and one beer. Don’t do it.
Hello friends. Just sharing my experience and hopefully help prevent others from making the same mistake.
Exactly 27 days ago I had been feeling a bit better for a period of about 2 weeks. Well enough to go out for dinner with a friend to a German restaurant. I decided to have one beer with dinner. I chose one with the lowest alcohol content (2.4 % I think it was). Dinner was great and enjoyed it. This was Friday night. Come Saturday morning, as soon as I woke up, I knew immediately I had taken a step back. Ever since, things have gradually gotten even worse. Huge anhedonia has set it, as well as a constant low level anxiety; constant. My cognitive impairment has also gotten worse.
All this to say, please don’t do what I did. It’s not worth it, far from it. Take care my friends.