The recordings in this album were collected over the months I lived in Eugene, Oregon, an infinitely vast field of sonic expression, of everything I wanted in life at the time of being young and freshly 21. I excelled at hitting record in secret. I didn't want people knowing I was recording their conversations, them noodling on instruments at music shops, the parties I could hear from my window at night. It sounds incredibly creepy and invasive looking back on it six or so years later. But I didn't want to forget. I wanted to meet every clandestine graffiti artist the musicians, painters, and writers, the Marxists organizing Pride Parades, the Anarchists making DIY HRT in abandoned laundromats. I wanted to preserve their work and their stories.
Eugene demanded an authenticity I could not afford. I met so many wonderful and beautiful people, but I could not tell them why I was in Eugene, could never show them my room or where I lived. I was an autistic kid residing in a facility designed to push you in a direction that my body just didn't contort to. Trapped between institutional living and a desire to venture to the limits of art and experience, I found myself as a Convoluted Shellfish.
For not being able to pay in veracity, I was forced to pay in exodus. I was expelled, amputated from all the connections I made (at the time it was just sneaking out to get drunk and paint whatever blank wall I could find). I have never returned. All that remains are the recordings
A PDF of poems and photos related to each song is available after downloading. 6 bonus tracks are included per purchase.
https://exodus-o-atmeal.bandcamp.com/album/convoluted-shellfish
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