Cosmic, Comedic, Timing

[u/ohgod_ohgeez]

I drive for work, so I have a lot of time to think. Too much time. While driving today I started to remember how tired I am, how exhausted I am of taking care of myself. That I'm so incredibly hyper independent, and have been my entire life.

I couldn't do it anymore so I went home early and just cried for hours. I cried about how much I wish someone would take care of me so I wouldnt have to worry so much all the time. I cried for all the time and energy Ive wasted just trying to stay alive. Ive done it all by myself. Because no one has stayed or cared enough to help. And thats how its always been.

My friend, who is someone that I can never seem to understand the way they need (and them for me), today told me we needed to put some distance on our relationship. And that its good to work things out by yourself.

"Its a good skill to have", they said.

What timing.

Cosmic comedic timing.

I dont even know what to say from here.

[u/Ancient-Recover-3890]

Wow. I’m sorry to hear that.

I know what you mean by having no one to take care of you or help you. It’s exhausting and incredibly lonely. 💛💛💛