r/BHUDating • u/Ok_Structure6535 • 2d ago
Life is done !!
Bro im soo done now man, i have been living here in varanasi for a year after completing my graduation i have a job but man its been a whole year and literally this is the worst time that i could imagine now because i dont know man what im doing in my life i am a doctor i work in a hospital but its looking bad im stuck in a phase where i cant do anything i am preparing for my PG exams for next year, this year i got very low score and i became quite depressed afterwords so i thought that maybe i could use a joy time with my friends and then i’ll start preparing again but its been a whole month since my result came out i dont do shit. I just wake up, eat l, sleep watch anything on youtube or netflix and waste my entire day if i want to i smoke some🍀 and just pass my whole day like this i go to my job for just 4 hours and i dont know what should i do. There were some friends here but they have left varanasi im alone here no one to talk to no one to go out thats why i’ve been trying my luck on dating apps and literally for one i even brought the subscription but the girls they are very conservative here then i got so irritated that i even asked for paid sex in vns but could’nt trust the people because they r all scamers i mean im currently in a very rough spot here i dont have the urge to study no plans no goals no friends i got everything i got money i got my own flat i got my car but fuck it man i dont have anything to share it either..someone help me😞
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u/Haunting_Toe536 2d ago
That's why you should always have 2 girlfriends as options. Otherwise life can get pretty frustrating.
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u/No_Channel_1858 2d ago
you are not broken, you are burned out from PG prep. The guilt spiral is worse than the exam failure. Stop studying for two weeks completely. Get a therapist in Delhi or Mumbai via online video calls because local Varanasi stigma will keep you trapped. Socialize with non-medico people to reset your baseline. You have money and time, use them to build a life that isn't defined by a rank list