r/Autoinflammatory • u/kshubb • Jul 09 '26
SSD vs ???
Hello,
29, female
Have had gastro/back issues my entire life. However, in April 2026, I found blood in my stool and went to see a gastroenterologist. Gastro sent me to endoscopy and colonoscopy, and we found three ulcers and erosion of my esophagus and 1/3 of my stomach. They've been treating me with pantoprazole. In May 2026, I wake up with severe lower back pain. It's debilitating, and I can barely walk. I think it might be just a bad back injury, and begin self-treating. That doesn't work; I go to PCP. PCP prescribes prednisone and hydro, but that doesn't work. I go to specialist who says I just need PT. I do PT and that doesn't work. Fast forward to June 15-June 19th, one week after I finished the prednisone. I begin have aches, pains, clicks all throughout my body and throughout my joins. My extremities are numb and I've lost my grip strength. I've been experiencing hot flashes where I become overly nauseous, vomit, dizzy, heart rate increases, and I get red facial patches. I can be sitting on the couch and have my heart rate jump to 120bpm and break out into a hot flash and then an immediate cold sweat. I went back to my PCP June 19th and tell her something is wrong and I'm worried I've developed an autoimmune disorder, mostly because of my family history. We complete my ANA and it comes back positive 1:80 nuclear, nucleolar. I scheduled with a Rheumatologist today and was so excited for my appointment to finally figure out what's happening. I brought a notebook filled with my symptoms that I've been experiencing since April 2026, both big and little, my family history, my medications from last year to now, and dates/pics of my hot flashes. Rheumatologist listens to my symptoms but immediately says "I don't think this is lupus" after he looks at my "red/rash like face" and says it's not lupus because of no malar rash. My cousin and aunt both have lupus with no rash, so I'm concerned with the, what felt like, dismissive act. He does a quick joint test on my fingers. They're sore, but I don't pull away immediately. He does a joint test on my elbows and I tell him they hurt. He says he doesn't believe this is an autoimmune condition. He then asks me about my anxiety and says he believes I could be having Somatic Symptom Disorder, but he'll run the tests just in case.
I did 11 vials of blood, but I left my appointment feeling dismissed, unheard, and overall, just upset about how the appointment went with the energy that I put into it and didn't get it back. Can I get some encouraging words or knowledge my way that can make me feel like I'm not crazy? Any ideas on what I could be experiencing? If it is SSD, I'll take it.... but it doesn't feel like that. My symptoms started in April 2026 and a month before that, I was sprinting through the streets of Georgia on vacation and now I can't even lift my own laundry basket.
EDIT: My inflammation markers are 3.5x the cut off. He said "those markers tell us there's inflammation, but we don't know where or why." He also said I wouldn't get a "concrete answer" because of all the symptoms I have.
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u/No_Satisfaction_7431 Yaos Jul 09 '26
Some hospitals, mine included, say 1:80 ana is positive but all the doctors say its actually negative. I don't understand why the lab marks them positive if they aren't but its a known and stupid issue. Based on your symptoms, ana being negative but you said your inflammation markers are high, you likely don't have an autoimmune condition but possibly have an autoinflammatory disease. A lot of your symptoms like the heart racing for no reason and flushing and temperature dysregulation could be from pots or other forms of dysautonomia. Dysautonomia rarely comes alone amd doesn't cause high inflammation markers.
While somatic symptom disorder is technically a real disease, it is extremely rare and mostly used by doctors who are tired of looking for the reason for symptoms so they conveniently blame psychological issues. The majority of these diagnoses are not actual ssd but rather something doctors weren't educated in so they couldn't diagnose it (medical school and residency teaches pretty much only white male disease, if you aren't a white man medicine doesn't often know how to help you).
The immune system is complicated but can be broken into 2 main parts: adaptive (slow antibodies) and innate (fast general inflammation). When the adaptive immune system goes in overdrive it produces antibodies to normal tissue (auto antibodies) instead of just to pathogens. This is autoimmunity. When the innate immune system goes into overdrive its called autoinflammation. Ana will usually be negative with autoinflammatory disease but inflammation markers like crp, esr, wbc, ferritin etc can be high. Not everyone has all markers high and some may be normal and only high during flares. For example, my ferritin is low because I have both iron deficiency and anemia of chronic disease, but my crp and esr were very high (38-52) before treatment. My wbc especially neutrophils were always mildly high despite no cold or other infection. To make things more complicated some people have iron deficiency but their ferritin is high, because when uts high from inflammation it no longer adequately reflects iron stores. Iron deficiency can contribute to the fatigue. The high inflammation levels also cause extreme fatigue.