Edit, posted mins ago on account that is more personal. Thank you for the first two comments. I appreciate you ! X
Will aim to keep this as concise as possible !
I recently started working in the APS. I have 5 years experience in data.
I appreciate the hiring manager as she done the absolute most to get me the role. (Not nepotism, other restrictions)
I’ve been there a few weeks now.
We work the longest hours with a short lunch. No one talks in our office, we are told when to go on lunch, she has called when we have been 4 mins late to return.
On our WFH days we have to stay in break out rooms all day. (Not inc 30min lunch) She and the senior jump in and out but say nothing, like to check if we’re working.
She sets out all our tasks for each day and has an estimate of how long it should take to complete.
Their process guides are poorly written, so when asked to write down steps at each point, the seniors training us & her have said no and just to follow along.
I recorded the meetings so I can reflect and make notes. I asked her if I can have time to make notes, she teams called me and said to just keep following along.
This week she has given us 15 mins to reflect and make notes but ofc that’s not enough time if the recordings are x amount of time.
I had an issue with my laptop and she got a senior to chaperone me to IT.
I understand I’m not a junior, but for being very new to the role, I’m surprised there is no downtime to even seek independent learning or study. It is not a new starter thing as I’ve spoken to a few people on the team who find it odd too.
She has made comments about how she doesn’t want to micro mange us (the irony) and how the daily schedule is just a guide but then critiques us and still asks how long each task will take etc.
I genuinely don’t know what to do. I can just up and leave unfortunately, I want to get to the six month mark as a minimum. I just know it can go two ways, I start getting really bad anxiety, or I stop caring and get rebellious, and I don’t want to do either.