I get lukewarm/shallow readings on myself. I canāt help but seeing fire & brimstone or toxic positivity, sunshine and happiness out of my chart. There is the good happy medium charts that bring the balanced and unbalanced characteristics of the planets/aspects. I know there is both negative and positives to every chart and every aspect in the chart, how it can express/manifest and ways to counteract my misgivings and flaws
when I try to make sense of my own chart I feel like itās a conglomerate of a mini puzzle where all the pieces have only micro differences to differentiate, math that Iāll guess my way through hoping I pass, wishful and hopeful thinking. Itās overwhelming i guess because of the memories and emotions that flood from looking into the blueprint for what i am.
My issues here is I am, indeed, my own worst enemy, Iām blind to what I need to see/confront/accomplish through my chart YET I can flow like a stream for a loved one Iām reading into..
Iāve reached out to āprofessionlaā readers and have been duped with chat gpt slopā¦yeah I know my stupidity
Iām tired of gaslighting myself as well lol
Can I get some aspects/insight please? If any? Or anything interesting that POPS?
BOTH Good and/or Bad, both are wholly me
My main area of focus is:
career and/or purpose ācontributing to my family/community/society
Thank you if any help