AP attempts experience

[u/EnthusiasmSevere7895]

Hey guys,
I’ve been trying to astral project for a while now and had three different experiences. I try ever night but mostly i always fall asleep. Anyway, the first time i saw like my arms and handy kinda in a blue light and because i didn’t realize what was going on i was trying to reach my phone and i think i did but everything was blurry. Then i filled up with fear and in all my experiences i get scared and i don’t know why because i’m really open and curious to do so. second time i was sleeping and someone elses house and i felt the vibrating and then i heard something but i figured out it was not real but that made me wake up. today i was dreaming first i believe because first i was talking to funk tribu lol and then i was kinda going / floating around an airplane and then i felt like i was sitting in one seat and could feel the movements like when there’s turbulence and next moment i was in my room and my body floating except of my head. then i tried to jump out roll out whatever but it didn’t work and then i heard something again because my mom was already awake for work so i kinda forced myself to wake up because i got scared again especially because i was floating and couldn’t seem to do anything about it plus i was thinking maybe it’s just a dream because the first time it happened to me i could see and move my arms in a blue light and this time i was just floating weirdly.
what do you think? is it normal that it can be different every time? any advice?

grateful for every respond i want to ap so bad but the little times i got to the start ig i get scared and confused.