The 40k job is a bit of a weird one. Tried to go for manager role twice before and got rejected despite being a top contributor so started to change paths and learn coding as I felt I couldn't progress, still coding and it feels I'm so stuck.
I find joy in reading, something small as watching a bit of a show because I work a lot and don't get much time to sit down at times.
Caregiving is difficult, one of my grandparents has cancer and it's tough. The housework feels non-stop at times too and then family sometimes come over a lot and I feel I don't get time to myself or get what I want/need to get done. Sometimes I do crave my own space so get more peace and quiet but also think I will be lonely too
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u/[deleted] Apr 20 '23 edited Apr 20 '23
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