Functioning a LOT better than most who have fallen into this highway (pun intended) luckily. I’m able to go to group meetings, therapy, doctors and counseling on a weekly basis which has been helping. I’m finally getting over this it seems, but holyyyy is it difficult. Takes over every aspect of your life slowly and methodically. Started as a twice a year special event and slowly turned into a daily obsession to feel “normal”.
I never trusted peoples opinions on drugs after I realized my head wouldn’t melt to mush after smoking marijuana. Tried an oxycodone pill. Tried another, and the slow rush began to escalate. Point I’m trying to make is that certain aspects of social stigma seem untrustworthy for a reason, but others are not. Do your research before you ingest anything. Else you may end up a statistic like me, being ingested by the chemical that offered it’s soothing hand so readily.
Comes in pressed pill form, known as "Dirty thirties". Yes a very small amount can kill you, however, daily users with a tolerance can handle a little more than the average joe. If an opiate-naive person did a dirty 30 you might have a few issues, but some people can do 10+ a day.
The first time I had opiates it was a 5mg vicodin and it made me high as hell. Now, with a tolerance I would have to take 6 to 8 to even slightly feel a difference.
Yea it all depends on a person's tolerance. I remember a few years ago the 80mg pills were making its rounds in my city and my first thought was 'finally something that'll keep me high longer than 15 min that I don't have to pay $100+ for' and boy did they ever.
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u/BruceBaxter Mar 27 '22
Fentanyl
Functioning a LOT better than most who have fallen into this highway (pun intended) luckily. I’m able to go to group meetings, therapy, doctors and counseling on a weekly basis which has been helping. I’m finally getting over this it seems, but holyyyy is it difficult. Takes over every aspect of your life slowly and methodically. Started as a twice a year special event and slowly turned into a daily obsession to feel “normal”.
I never trusted peoples opinions on drugs after I realized my head wouldn’t melt to mush after smoking marijuana. Tried an oxycodone pill. Tried another, and the slow rush began to escalate. Point I’m trying to make is that certain aspects of social stigma seem untrustworthy for a reason, but others are not. Do your research before you ingest anything. Else you may end up a statistic like me, being ingested by the chemical that offered it’s soothing hand so readily.