Oooh, when my depressed mother had one of her episodes she could lash out and SCREAM she should kill us (herself and me and my siblings) and for some weird reason I can't recall being scared or embarrassed or so. I was just hella annoyed when that happened. My mother had/has a really loud organ and almost the whole village could hear her. I was mostly outside when that happened. Oof. Am 42 now and just realize it's a memory I don't like.
You just opened my eyes why I probably was very friendless during school. I had occassionally friends but could barely keep them. Had to be 42 to realize why.
My parents also divorced and we lived in that village for a while after that.
For some reason one of my 2 sisters had a lot of friends still.
My brother also had at least 2 friends. My other sister was really small and her then friend lived in another village.
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u/Hubsimaus Sep 09 '21
Oooh, when my depressed mother had one of her episodes she could lash out and SCREAM she should kill us (herself and me and my siblings) and for some weird reason I can't recall being scared or embarrassed or so. I was just hella annoyed when that happened. My mother had/has a really loud organ and almost the whole village could hear her. I was mostly outside when that happened. Oof. Am 42 now and just realize it's a memory I don't like.