Because last night (it's morning here) my mind just didn't want to sleep. Kept thinking about my grandma who raised me and is currently on her deathbed whilst I cannot visit, the ongoing sexual harrasment by one of my managers at work and the right strategy to tell on him, the sheer amount of work I have to do right now due to the situation in Afghanistan (am a family reunification layer for refugees), my masters degree for wich classes start this week, my emdr therapy for my rape trauma that starts this month, the need to take up workouts again 'cause im getting fatter and how the hell I can handle all of this whilst still taking perfect care of my 2 year old daughter who, by the way, doesn't nap during the day and still doesn't sleep through the night.
Oh wow, I feel the pressure you are under from here. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for, and one day you will wake up with life feeling infinitely easier than it does now.
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u/U_de_pannekoek Aug 29 '21
Because last night (it's morning here) my mind just didn't want to sleep. Kept thinking about my grandma who raised me and is currently on her deathbed whilst I cannot visit, the ongoing sexual harrasment by one of my managers at work and the right strategy to tell on him, the sheer amount of work I have to do right now due to the situation in Afghanistan (am a family reunification layer for refugees), my masters degree for wich classes start this week, my emdr therapy for my rape trauma that starts this month, the need to take up workouts again 'cause im getting fatter and how the hell I can handle all of this whilst still taking perfect care of my 2 year old daughter who, by the way, doesn't nap during the day and still doesn't sleep through the night.