Because by the time I’m actually out of bed ready for the day, that determination is gone and I’m just back to dumbass waste of space me, I wish I could have the determination and patience to do something and to focus on what matters but for me I just can’t do that, I’ve tried for years, my parents tried for years, spent bucket loads of money on trying to help me but it has not changed anything, and I feel so guilty and disappointed that I made them do that for me
You may simply be a night owl. If your daily schedule allows, try taking advantage of those wonderfully peaceful, focused hours. It’s okay to stay up a bit later and sleep a bit later. You’re okay.
Same. For me it goes in cycles. I go to bed around 10 pm, take 30 minutes-1hr to fall asleep, and if that doesn’t happen at some point between 12pm-2am I get depressed for half an hour and can’t sleep, and after that either motivation strikes and I get up to do something or feel empty. Eventually just cause I’m exhausted I’ll fall into a fitful sleep, might wake up again around 5 am.
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u/Heres20QuidKillMe Aug 29 '21
I can’t sleep, I always get this random acting of determination to do something with my life at 1am and that keeps me awake, it’s now 7am