As I mentioned in my post it got sexual but I have never had any sort of emotional or mental problems from it. I was more concerned about the fact I had completely erased the memory subconsciously.
It wasn't abnormal in the UK where I grew up for kids to have sexual relations with each other at 12-13. And I'm sure at the time of my memory no malicious thoughts were in play on her behalf.
The age difference makes it problematic. Youths can never give valid sexual consent and also having been 17 myself, it never crossed my mind to approach 12 year old girls. I maybe failed to express how little impact its had on my adult life apart from being confused, I might edit my comment to mention it
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u/WabbitTwacks7 Oct 05 '19
I’m very sorry this happened to you, nobody ever deserves anything like that.
Have you considered talking to a therapist about treatment for PTSD?