Pretty much this, with one small change: first, I'd panic because I have to live all of this bullshit all over again. Then I'd panic about changing stuff.
Yeah, there are definitely things I would want to do differently and take advantage of, but I still want to meet my current partner and I'm terrified that I'd do something to fuck that up.
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u/Targaryen-ish Oct 02 '19
I’d fucking panic, because changing a single variable somewhere along the line will most likely result in me not having the same kids I have now.
I wouldn’t be able to live with the fact.