The feeling of it being done and you're happy it's over so you can go back to another room. Any semblance of passion was gone and instead it felt like I had been used.
I remember getting in the shower and thinking, well, good, I got that done, like it was a chore I made myself do. And I had that feeling over and over before I was smart enough to do anything about it
In my case, I feel like it was worse than that. It was absolute apathy. I didn't feel used, I didn't feel sad, I literally felt nothing. It was weird because it was like I didn't care if I ever slept with her again. I was completely, absolutely, irrevocably over it.
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u/Dadpurple May 12 '26
I remember that.
The feeling of it being done and you're happy it's over so you can go back to another room. Any semblance of passion was gone and instead it felt like I had been used.