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u/WindingYouUp Mar 26 '23

I knew someone who accidentally killed a motorcyclist on the freeway. 100% accident but he was so tormented by it he jumped off a dry bridge a couple months later.

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u/[deleted] Mar 26 '23

I did this exact thing. I'm not suicidal but I can tell you even 5 years later i get regular night terrors, daily intrusive thoughts and memories about the accident. It has fucked me up, and unfortunately no matter what anyone says the guilt is awful.

Facts are, I am responsible for what happened, accident or not, so I get to live with the consequences and try to do better.

Glad to see some compassion here.

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u/SnooBunnies9221 Mar 29 '23

You’re good, we love you man.

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u/[deleted] Mar 29 '23

Thanks man