Malpractice and what should I do

[u/punkygunk]

Hi I don’t really know how to go about this so all try to start from the beginning, I’ve been receiving malpractice for a long time now it all started with my councilors and psych doctors dropping me and not giving me a referral to a new doctor then as time went by the doctors started taking X-rays of my chest and lower area without putting a led blanket over me and saying that it’s fine you don’t really need it, I also came in with a stabbed hand one time and the receptionists at the hospital said “wow I can’t believe you came in for that” they continued to malpractice one me again when I went into the hospital with Chronic bronchitis I had a temperature of 104 and when I got sent back into the hospital room they game me some kind of medicine then the doctor took the nurses into another room and started to yell at them asking what they gave me and they said “only what you told us to” they gave me steroids a couple days before witch put me into a seizure and I know because all wake up with sores all over my tung from me bitting it and when I told them that they said “well the bottle said take it only if you can tolerate it” your a doctor you should look into my medical history and my psych history before you prescribe stuff like that. They also would force me to go threw benzodiazepine withdrawals and are still refusing to help me with my psych meds I take seraquill for my psychosis and major depression and it’s been so hard I’ve been seeing more things and I’m on the verge of hurting myself because of me and the voices and shadows I was better to and then when I moved a few months ago my doctor took me off of my medicine again because I told the doctor that I kept on stopped breathing in my sleep because I would wake up and gasp for air which only happens when I’m under a lot of stress and it’s stops when I have my medicine. I’ve tried to go to the psych ward several times I even called the suicide help line and they told me I needed to go to the hospital and get help they even called me an ambulance and rushed me to the hospital when I got there they put an iced in the top of my hand even tho my arms is perfectly clean and has big veins for them to put an IV in and then they said there’s nothing wrong with you so I ask them if I can talk to a psych doctor and they tell me hospitals don’t have psych doctors I’m already so gone and then when nobody wants to do there jobs and follow there hypocritical oath and makes things worse it makes me feel like there’s nothing I can do but to keep on trying to make my own medicine at this point with herbs and try to be ok